We know I’m not the most constant when it comes to genre writing. I like to use whatever the story calls for and frequently that means writing in a way that is not standard for whatever genre.
I was talking to a friend of mine who is also a writer and a rabid fan of urban fiction, SF/F and Horror and she is kind of upset about the difficulty I’ve had over the years getting published in those realms.
Generally speaking my first instinct when I don’t manage to get stories into genre publications has been okay, well it’s just not good enough, after all they published X author’s piece and that was amazing.
After that passes, I realize that most of my problem/good thing is that I do genre bend.
While that makes for my work having its own little thing, that is not a thing that a lot of publications are fuckin’ with.
So I hole up and work on stuff. I’ve mentioned before that I’m not super into workshops, but I do have some trusted beta readers and often their responses are like YES YES YES.
However, industry reactions have been tepid. I have gotten some amazing rejections that had the ever hard to come by feedback. One for my story Bernie’s Warg, (BY AND THE WAY, this is my low key way of telling you for Happy Spoopy October, I’m relisting some stuff at Etsy) was that the story was gorgeous, great mix of cultures, but stepped too far (I typed fart… how apt) out of the bounds of the genre of the magazine and there was too much horror.
A horror mag said almost the same thing, but too much of the fantasy.
All in the original long version of Bernie’s Warg got it about 20 rejections, about 5 rewrites, cut about 4K words and the industry still don’t want it.
Folks who’ve read it have enjoyed it.
Now a few years ago I’d have just tucked it away and been sad.
These days breaking into these publications and in genre fiction is not really so important to me. I know how to put stuff out by myself. I know my work is worth a few bucks.
I’m starting to figure out that I will likely not get into the magazines I love so much because I write the way I do. I have tried to change that, to study and emulate more of the traditional forms in the genres I love but it’s unnatural. It’s not really my voice.
It’s my voice speaking, someone else’s words.
I have to thank working with Milcah for me being so comfortable in this position. While my case to be published slowed before we started working together, I felt so weird about it. I felt uncomfortable with my decisions and like I was doing it wrong.
While yes, I want to sell a novel someday.
Yes, I still want to write some great American novel.
Yes, I still want to write a vampire novel.
YES, I still write short stories.
I’m just doing it at my own pace on my own terms and that’s okay.
I don’t have to do things the way other folks do them. And that’s okay too.
Now my darling homiepies.
That’s now a thing, I’m calling everyone homiepie.
I have SO much work to do.
Tomorrow look out for yeah write.
Also later this week a super important announcement.